finally figured it out

I haven't been able to blog because I couldn't remember how to get into my account. Now I remember.
Things were crazy but not have calmed somewhat because, at least, I have Progress Reports done. My Home Visits are mostly done, just three more and then we'll be finished. Then it will be packing, cleaning, finishing up end of the year paperwork, etc. Then it will be packing, cleaning and moving. I am very nervous at this point that I have not been able to get a job or even anybody to return my emails including Tara. I will probably have to end up doing something else until I can get a job. I really don't want to sub unless it were to be a long term position. So...
Dave is not really happy with his job and that makes me nervous because I know that at any moment he could up and say that he doesn't want to live there anymore. Which leaves me screwed. I mean I've quit my job, given up my place and I don't think that I'd be able to come back a 3rd time.
Our anniversary is coming up, our 5 year anniversary, whatever that means. He'll probably have to work so who knows.
I'm so stuffed up, I hate it! I have no idea what's causing it. Everyday when I come home it's the same thing. I thought that when I cleaned the ceiling fan it would help but nope! I forgot to ask the doctor to give me something for it. He wasn't happy with my numbers but I knew that so...
Let's see what else.
I can't talk about leaving my kids yet so I won't even go there.
Well I guess that's it for me.